Owwww!

Last weekend, I overdid it.  I mentioned that the ATX100 workout was particularly tough.  It turns out I’ve pulled my groin muscle.  (That always sounds dirty.)  After all these years, I didn’t even know I had groin muscles, but there is no dispute now.

I also have another weird development with my foot called, “plantar fasciitis” which, of course, I researched extensively on the web.  Now, it’s important to understand that I am not a hypochondriac.  Nearly the opposite.  I kind of hate the medical establishment and have always felt lucky because I never have health-related issues.

But. alas.  This wrinkle has interrupted the pace of my progression regarding exercise.  I can still walk on the treadmill or anywhere else, but I can’t take on anything more aggressive.  It’s really okay, as I’ve told many of my friends and family, I’m not really in a big rush.  I’ve read enough to realize that 80-90% of long term weight loss is mostly about food.  I’ve become really disciplined about what I will and won’t eat.

To that end, I’ve finished the Gary Taube book.   I realized that most of the advice in the book was synonymous with the Atkins diet.  So, I bought the latest Atkins Diet cook book this weekend.  I’ve already planned a week’s worth of Atkins meals.  Again, no carbs, no sugar.  Pretty easy.

The best news is I had to travel last week to Las Vegas for a company outing.  I was able to find food within the parameters of no carbs, no sugar, but I probably drank more than I should have.  I stayed with white wine, but  I’m not sure that’s the best alcohol choice.  When I weighed myself when I came home, I was at the same weight.  No gain, no loss.  But, that is a win for me.  It would have been very easy to get off track in that circumstance, and I’m glad I didn’t.

Finally, I bought a new scale.  The new scale is weighing me in slightly higher than my other scale, so I’m just going to have to absorb that adjustment and move forward.

And so it goes.

Gluttony and Sloth: A Character Assault not Supported by Evidence.

The charges leveled at the overweight and obese are what has risen to epidemic levels.  The media has not helped with de-humanizing reality shows like “The Biggest Loser” and the West’s love affair with Jamie Oliver.  It’s as if demonizing the obese is the one society-sanctioned form of discrimination and outright prejudice.  Especially if you consider that many overweight people are not unhealthy and will never have heart disease, diabetes, strokes, or other “weight-related” illnesses.  People immediately attach a roster of negative personality traits to the obese, and it’s really unfair.

I’m nearly finished with “Why we get Fat” by Gary Taubes.   It basically boils down to some truths that I’ve recognized in my own situation. Chiefly, I really didn’t overeat before I started this weight loss program. The total amount of calories I consumed per day was well within a normal range.  How it is I am obese and someone who eats much more is thin has always baffled me.  Additionally, exercise sometimes makes no difference at all on my weight. For example, the ATX100 had a particularly difficult exercise session yesterday.  My fitbit logged nearly 15K steps and 7 miles. When I got on the scale today, I did not lose any weight at all.  That just adds insult to injury (literally, as I’m sore today.)

I’m nearly down 25lbs, but even though I am exercising every day and have cut out essentially all carbs and sugars, the weight is coming off much more slowly now.  It’s always at this point I start to get discouraged.  The more I read about weight loss and these theories, I just get frustrated.  It seems there are very few universal beliefs on weight loss.  I’m inclined to agree with Taubes, however, as his findings do coincide with my personal experience.

Here is a summary from an Amazon reader of Taubes’ myth-busters from one of his earlier books, “Good Calories, Bad Calories” that serves as the foundation of his latest book.

1. The ‘calories in, calories out’ mantra is a myth

2. ‘A calorie is a calorie is a calorie’ is a myth

3. The ‘just eat less and do more exercise to lose weight’ message seems to be logical but is actually wrong and unhelpful

4. Overweight and obese people often eat no more calories, or even less, than their thinner counterparts

5. Low calorie diets also reduce the amount of nutrients in the diet

6. It is a myth that the brain and CNS needs 120 – 130 grams of carbohydrate as fuel in order to function properly, as the body can use fat and protein equally as well, and these fuels are likely the mixture our brains have evolved to prefer.

7. Restricting calories with a low fat/high carb diet just makes you hungrier and more lethargic and slows your metabolic rate. Weight loss is only maintained if the patients stays on a semi-starvation diet forever, which is impossible for most people and also undesirable. Being far more active just makes you far more hungry.

8. It is a myth that reducing calories slightly or increasing activity slightly will lead to weight loss.

9. It is a myth that we evolved through periods of feast and famine to be very good at holding onto fat. Fat gain is due to excessive insulin levels caused by high dietary refined carbohydrate intake. It is a sign of something in the body going wrong, not a healthy adaptation.

10. Fructose is not much better than glucose and the two together may cause more harm than either individually.

11. The idea of a weight ‘set point’ is a myth

12. Insulin is the overall fuel control for mammals. High insulin levels cause the body to store fat and stop the body from using fat as fuel. This means that high carbohydrate foods make you put on more fat, and also leave you still feeling very hungry and unsatisfied.

13. Our bodies have evolved to do best on a diet of plentiful fat and protein (including saturated fat), lots of greens and minimal fruits and starchy vegetables. This diet is the best for health and also for losing weight and stopping weight gain.

14. Dietary fat, including saturated fat, is not a cause of obesity. Refined and easily digestible carbs causing high insulin levels cause obesity.

15. To say that people are overweight due to gluttony and slothfulness is just not correct and it is very unfair. Overeating and a sedentary lifestyle are often CAUSED by eating a high carbohydrate diet! This association has wrongly been interpreted as a cause of weight gain, rather than an effect.

16. Hunger caused by eating a high carbohydrate diet (or excessive exercising while on a low calorie diet) is a very strong physiological drive and should not be thought of something mild and psychological that can be overcome with willpower. This is something serious occurring in the body, not the brain!

Thus psychological ‘treatments’ for obesity are inappropriate and cruel. Most people are overweight due to bad medical advice, NOT a lack of willpower, greed, laziness or because they lack ‘moral fibre’

17. People have different insulin secretory responses. Even if insulin secretion is slightly off, weight gain can occur.

18. Eating large amounts of a high sugar and high fat food like popcorn is easy because the body will not use most of the carbohydrate and fat for immediate fuel but will store much of it as fat – leaving you able to eat a lot of it and still be hungry a short time later as well.

19. Eating foods with a large bulk or high in fibre wont fill you up, you need the correct proportion of macronutrients and will stay hungry until you get them.

20. Those advocating the low calorie and high carb diets for health and weight loss are not involved in legitimate science. These approaches are not supported by the evidence.

That’s all for today.  Just a bit grumpy.

Bit the Fitbit Bullet

It looks like I’m dug in and will continue to make progress on my 50% off campaign.  So, today, I ordered a Fitbit.  I saw a woman on the Austin trail using one, and she said it’s super easy.  I like the other tools I’ve been using such as LoseIt, Health RallyRunkeeper, and even the LifeTime Fitness app.  But, the pedometer I bought wasn’t really very secure and an annoyance.  And, when I tried to use the Runkeeper app when I was on the treadmill at the gym, it just got confused.

The fitbit is pricey and I’ve seen some bad reviews, but I figured I would try it.  I’m a bit of a gadget freak anyway. I’ll let you know what I think about it after a few weeks.  To be frank, there still isn’t a single perfect app to combine all these readings.  It would be very cool if there were one specifically for obesity.  Hummm.

I Stopped Dieting.

Don’t be alarmed.  It’s not what you think.  I realized tonight that I am just beginning a lifelong trek to change my eating and exercise behaviors.  So, this is indeed the new normal.  Not a “diet” or a weight loss program.  Of course, I’m still working toward my 50% off goal, but it is in the longer context of a lifelong transformation and subsequent improved qualify of my life.

My daughter saw a nutritionist this summer.  She told her, “Try not to eat anything that you can’t recognize where it came from.”  Good advice.  I need to learn how to cook.  That’s next on my todo list.   I also need to learn how to use proper kitchen utensils.  Even fancy kitchen machinery, such as a Cuisinart.  Of course, I have one, but have no idea what to do with it.  I’m also interested in juicers, but I hear they are expensive.  I met with a group of woman-folk friends last night who said Whole Foods and Central Market give cooking classes.  I know Central Market holds a class on knives alone.  I really need a “Cooking for Dummies” class.

 

Fat as Puzzle

ImageMy friend Ross who is supporting me on my Health Rally, recommended this blog post, “Thinking about Diets and Other Complex Matters” by Bill Gurley, a VC at Benchmark Capital.  It’s a good post, and has great references.  I’ve already downloaded, “Why We Get Fat” on Audible.

I think there is a lot of truth to the complexity issue he’s pointing out.  That there are no simple solutions to weight loss (or gain for that matter).  I’m beginning to think I need to try every possible theory that is out there.

Even though it doesn’t make logical sense, I find my weight really fluctuates day to day, regardless of what I eat or the exercise I do.  A few days ago I was .5 away from losing twenty pounds, but the next day, I had gained 1.5 (for no apparent reason).  So, I’m still battling with that last pound.  I should probably just stop weighing myself.

I will say this, however.  I feel better.  I’ve had a tough time with acid reflux over the past few years (tmi, I know). But, it’s essentially GONE.  Really gone.  I have seen other dramatic improvements in other bodily functions, but I won’t delve into those details.  So, if for no other reason than to feel better, I’m motivated to keep reinventing myself.

Onwards.

The Fat Trap

The ATX100 take to the steps.So, there was this insufferably long article in the NY Times Magazine, “The Fat Trap.”  I skimmed it when I first saw it, but read it completely just now.  The primary learning is: it is harder for obese people to lose weight and keep it off.   I have known this to be true, but was hoping to remain comfortably in denial.  Read the article, if you haven’t.  I was particularly inspired by this woman’s experience, Lynn Bering.  I’ve added her blog to my blog roll.  It occurred to me I should probably start cross-posting from here to BlogHer.  Maybe I will.  I could use more readers too.

My trainer from last year, Clara, once told me that a fat cell basically shrinks as you lose weight.  It compresses, but does not ever “go away.”  So, if you start eating normally and stop exercising, it promptly just fills back up again.  A quote I saw from a doctor that specializes in weight loss said, “If you buy a fat cell, you can never take it back.” I’ve been wondering about liposuction for this reason.  Not that I could do it now, but maybe in the future.  It seems that these fat cells have got to go, permanently.

I have noticed that there are no end to weight loss theories and programs.  It turns out the gentleman who weighed me last week with the 22nd Century scale, was not a RunTex associate, but a small business owner who sells Kangan water products and has his own gym.  For now, I’m just trying to eat less and exercise more.  It seems to be working.  I can snobify my weight loss and health choices after I’ve gotten further along.

This Saturday, we had a fairly grueling 4-mile walk and drill session.  At least for me it’s grueling, as it’s my fourth time attending the ATX100 workouts.   I felt accomplished, however.  I actually “ran” for about 30 yards.  I fist-bumped the RunTex owner, Paul Carozzo, at the end, and breathlessly told him that was the first time I had run in over 20 years.  That shocked me to realize that, but it was true.  All very interesting to me.

I’m very close to a twenty pounds loss.  Only a half pound to go to reach that goal.  Hopefully tomorrow or the next day, I will.  Lose It, the app, tells me if I keep progressing this way, I should reach my final goal by my birthday, 2013.  I will be 54 years old.  I admit, I sometimes check out celebrities around my age to see if it’s really possible to look good in your fifties.  Whatever.  Like I recently told a friend of mine, I’m really only interested in looking good for a horse.  So, I’m not too worried.

Finally, the last comment I wanted to make is related to the psychological underpinnings of my vast weight gain. Another one of my friends recently said, “For me, [being] overweight is just a cheeseburger of emotional crap to work thru.”  This one really hit home.  I’ve reframed my weight to represent all the toxic crap I’ve been though over my adult years.  I’m on the road to cleansing my mind and my body of my polluted past.  So, hello 2012.  I am bringing it.

And slowly, I turned…

Still making progress.  Slower now, but steady.  I can feel the weight reducing somewhat.  It’s almost like I’m a large inflated balloon with a very slow leak.   At the ATX100 meeting, I was weighed on a high tech scale that measured everything possible.  I may start posting those readings.  The RunTex associate explained to me all I needed to know for now was, “Drink more water.”  And not just ordinary water, some kind of scientific water that has a better density or something.  I wasn’t exactly clear on the whole thing.  Will try to get a better explanation next time.  I think I may start video-taping these guys.

On Saturday, we had a demonstration from a woman (Abby, from Heartfelt Yoga)  who specializes in Yoga for heavy people.  I’ve been really curious about Yoga, so I think I’m going to try it.  They’re starting a class with the ATX100 on Fridays, but she also has classes in North Austin which is closer to where I live.

I have been cooking and eating out in restaurants.  For the most part, I’m making South Beach recipes and avoiding all starches when I’m out.  I haven’t had a problem yet finding something healthy to eat on any menu.

What I’m enjoying most, actually (and surprisingly) is the exercise.  I went for a great walk today on a park trail that’s close to my house.  It feels so wonderful to be outside in this beautiful weather in Austin.  The high was about 60 degrees today with bright sunshine.  Trekking through the woods and on the trails just motivates me more.  It reminds me of horseback riding in my youth.

On Wednesday of this week, I will have been at this for a month.  So, one down.  Stay with me.

Happy New Year, y’all.

Some photos from my walk: